| Free at least..... |
[Apr. 21st, 2007|04:33 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | Not ready to make nice-Dixie Chicks | ] |
well I have been in Georgia all of like 5 days, and so far things are going great. I am almost giddy, with happiness. I already have a decent chance at getting a job at a call center as a dispatcher, working with two of my friends down here. My family have all met Misha, and so far they all seem to really like him, even my mom. My mom likes no one. So yea. We both went to see my niece's softball game this morning and then went to get haircuts. I stopped by Lowe's and saw some of my old coworkers, which was pretty cool. Hopefully will be going to a local fur meet tomorrow night at Taco Mac in Alpharetta.
It's so great to be away from the drama/craziness of that house up in Norfolk, to not have to walk on eggshells with a man who could never be pleased, who is so far beyond insane its not even funny. I don't think I even realized how miserable I was until I got away from it. I mean who demands that you be nice and pay extra rent? you don't get compensation for being nice, being nice is a selfless act that expects no return, not demanding cash payments. I could write much much more on that whole house, and the people there, but I don't want it to turn into a post trashing them. They know they will screw themselves over soon enough, and thats why they are so miserable.
I can look back on all of this now, and see how my life is going up, and going places, and there, especially his is going to hell....
*sigh* life is great. |
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| Just because..... |
[Apr. 21st, 2007|09:04 am] |
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| | happy | ] |
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh
Check it out
Going out
On the late night
Looking tight
Feeling nice
It's a c**k fight
I can tell I just know
That it's going down
Tonight
At the door we don't wait cause we know them
At the bar six shots just beginning
That's when dick head put his hands on me
But you see
CHORUS
I'm not here for your entertainment
You don't really want to mess with me tonight
Just stop and take a second
I was fine before you walked into my life
Cause you know it's over
Before it began
Keep your drink just give me the money
It's just you and your hand tonight
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh
Midnight I'm drunk
I don't give a f**k
Wanna dance by myself
Guess you're outta luck
Don't touch back up
I'm not the one
Alright
Listen up it's just not happening
You can say what you want to your boyfriends
Just let me have my fun tonight
Aiight
CHORUS
I'm not here for your entertainment
You don't really want to mess with me tonight
Just stop and take a second
I was fine before you walked into my life
Cause you know it's over
Before it began
Keep your drink just give me the money
It's just you and your hand tonight
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh
Break break
Break it down
In the corner with your boys you bet up five bucks
To get at the girl that just walked in but she thinks you suck
We didn't get all dressed up just for you to see
So quit spilling your drinks on me yeah
You know who you are
High fivin, talkin s**t, but you're going home alone aren't cha?
Cause I'm not here for your entertainment
No
You don't really want to mess with me tonight
Just stop and take a second
(Just stop and take a second)
I was fine before you walked into my life
Cause you know it's over
(Know it's over)
Before it began
Keep your drink just give me the money
It's just you and your hand tonight
(It's just you and your hand)
I'm not here for your entertainment
No no no
You don't really want to mess with me tonight
Just stop and take a second
(Just take a second)
I was fine before you walked into my life
Cause you know it's over
Before it began
Keep your drink just give me the money
It's just you and your hand tonight
Yeah oh
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Back in Georgia and it feels oh so good...
I think I might know what happy feels like now..
*grins* <-----me
my mom "why are you grinning?"
me " I dunno, happy people grin?"
hehe
more later. |
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[Apr. 14th, 2007|07:55 am] |
I really don't know whats keeping me up, other than the fact that my billy goat will be here in no less than 6 hours or so.....I really should sleep, its 8 am.... have been up all night, went to mickey d's to grab some breakfast, since I havn't seen morning hours in a while, then just drove out to the beach, watched the water while I ate. It was quite peaceful, and kinda amazing how calm the bay was, considering that in two days we are supposed to get a huge nor'easter in here, with 50+ mile an hour winds, and torrential downpours.
so yea, kinda sleep deprived, anxious, excited, peaceful morning, if that all can make sense at once..
I found this sign funny this morning too, so i took a photo with my phone...
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| a wise fortune cookie once said.... |
[Apr. 10th, 2007|10:23 pm] |
"joy is the feeling of grinning on the inside"
I definatly know this feeling, it seems to happen everytime I talk to Misha. I can't wait until saturday to see him again, and well, basiclly move with him to Georgia. I can not wat to put this place, these people behind me.
I don't have a whole lot to say, well lots of things I want to say, but they all have their time and place. I hope moving goes well, its a long drive, roughly 10 hours, maybe a little less. I hope things work out better from now on. I am learning to be slefish, to do things for myself, and I have to reinforce that. I have to learn to let the things go that don't matter, and focus on what is in important. I have to stop putting stock in people in my life, most of them don't matter, and in the end, I am stuck with Daniel, thats who I have to put stock in.
So before I ramble on too much, I will go. Hope everyone out in LJ land is doing ok.
xoxo,
Daniel |
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| The FURrreal life.... |
[Apr. 9th, 2007|01:20 am] |
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| | accomplished | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Dixie Chicks - Not Ready To Make Nice | ] |
hahahaha.
fun times.
all I can say is... "I've made my bed, and I sleep like a baby, with no regets....."
and No I haven't lost it, I have more of "it" than ever....
*goes off singing my new theme song* |
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For ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) ahatedperson |
[Apr. 6th, 2007|08:12 pm] |
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| | loved | ] |
| [ | music |
| | God Bless The Broken Raod | ] |
Rascal Flatts - Bless The Broken Road Lyrics
I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true
Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you |
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| Cryptic post are so fun. |
[Apr. 2nd, 2007|05:59 pm] |
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| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 98 Degrees - The Hardest Thing | ] |
Jealousy is a Bitch.
Unrealted....
I never thought I would have a problem discerning how I feel about someone. Its definatly a good thing, just how far that good things goes. ...speechless..... |
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| a thingy taken from vlad_badger |
[Mar. 28th, 2007|01:02 pm] |
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1.YOUR REAL NAME:
Daniel
2.YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle)
Danizzle
3.YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and favorite animal)
Brown badger
4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name (s) and current street)
Eric Grandy
5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2
letters of your first name, first 3 letters of mom's maiden name.)
Bandatay
6. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favorite color, favorite drink)
Black Malibu
7. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last
name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name,
3rd letter of you dads middle name, 1st letter of a siblings first name,
last letter of your moms middle name)
-Anrawls
8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mothers middle name and fathers name)
Doris Charles
9.YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one your pets)
Black Butch
10. YOUR PORN NAME: (the name of your first pet and the name of the first
street you ever lived on)
Buddy N. Lee |
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| To shenrokitsune |
[Mar. 22nd, 2007|04:44 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | nostalgic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | James Blunt - Goodbye My Lover | ] |
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow. |
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daydreaming
Moonbatty
sick
groggy and sick
